Saturday, October 16, 2004

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brreeeaaaakkkkk!!!!!!

oh yeah.. i need a damn break. kanina pako tensiyonado dahil sa trabaho. tapos may makikita pa akong sore to my eyes (and to my heart? ha-ha *sarcastic laugh*) let us just call her.. hmmm.. Biatch.. tama, BIATCH. fits her *evil grin* dito ko na lang ibubuhos ang tension, kaba, inis, asar, galit, sama ng loob at heartache (*ubo ubo*) ko. ehem... said i needed a break kaya eto magba-blog na muna kahit hindi ko pa nasisimulan ang treatment ko para sa LIMA, yes L-I-M-Ang stories na dapat kong gawin sa Bacolod.

hay... sana lang maenjoy ko ang trip ko sa Bacolod at ang Masskara festival. sayang naman kung hindi, apat na araw pa naman kami dun. tensiyonado lang ako kasi lima nga ang dapat kong gawing stories for four days! imagine! nung nag-Palawan nga kami, three days kami dun para sa dalawang stories eh tapos ngayon four days para sa lima?! ano ako? diyosa? madyikera?? hmmm pero kaya ko 'toh! *nagpapalakas ng loob*

tapos, pagbalik ko dito sa Tuesday, 2 storya ang dapat kong isulat for our airing on Saturday! ugh.. Wednesday eh cut to cut editing na namin. so gudlak sakin dahil walang tulugan ito pagbalik ko ng Tuesday.

nagsisimula na ang aking mga sleepless nights (sana sleepless ni Seattle, hehehe *wide grin*)...

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as for Biatch, i just wish na maglaho na sya nang parang bula. nagugulo ang mundo ko kapag nakikita ko sya. i just hate her. sooooooooo HATE her!!! and i'll be hating her until my next next next next next next (to the infinity) lifetime. sana lang hindi ako maging ipis sa susunod na lifetime ko dahil sa sobra kong sama ko na ata lol sabi ko dati, kung ang Diyos kayang magpatawad, mas lalo na dapat tayong tao lang. at masama na nagkikimkim ng sama ng loob. DAPAT marunong tayong magpatawad. PERO ngayon, binabawi ko na. nakatagpo na ata ako ng taong HINDING-HINDI ko mapapatawad mapunta man ang US dito sa Pilipinas.

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ang hirap pa nito, yung taong may kasalanan sayo, feeling nya ata, wala syang kasalanan sayo. pakshet. pakshet.
PAKSHEEEEYYYYT!!!

but i think kahit papano, alam nya ang kasalanan nya. she couldn't face me. hindi makatingin sakin nang diretso. laging parang dagang may iniiwasang pusa.

hah! magdusa sya habambuhay! iwasan nyako hanggang maumpog sya sa pader at mahulog sa hagdan sa kakaiwas... i wish her ALL the love in the world. sana happy siya (sila) na may isang taong nagdurusa ngayon. magpakalunod na sila sa thought na apektado pa rin ako at nagagawa pa rin "niya" (not Biatch) akong saktan.

nga pala, malapit nang matapos ang pagdurusang yun.

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at least ako, totoo ngipin ko. hindi PUSTISO *sour graping* mwahahahahaha!!!

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antagal ko din bago naayos ang colors ng blog ko. ang hirap talaga ng walang masyadong alam sa mga computers. naturingan pa naman graduate ng science higsh school at ng pinakapremyadong unibersidad sa bansa (with flying colors *ehem ehem* [yabang ko! hahahahahahahahaha!!!]), tapos eh dinosaur ako pagdating sa mga ganitong bagay. err.... tao lang po. hmm... hindi pa rin masyadong maayos tong blog. pagbalik ko galing Bacolod, aayusin ko na ulit. matagal na naman pala bago ako makakapagpost.

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