mom-to-be

i'm having jitters. no, not wedding jitters (i just wish so, hehe). my son-to-be will be arriving tomorrow. yes, you've read it right. i will be a mom! his name is Kahlil Nikolai. yeah, i love Encantadia and i named him after Alena's (Karylle) son :)

i love kids. and i believe kids love me, too ^-^ and i really am excited!!! *jump jump* but at the same time, very very NERVOUS!

my Tita said he's fair-skinned (i'm morena!), has cute aquiline nose (mine's pango ugh!), and curly hair (my hair's kinda wavy now after a series of layered haircuts, hehe). but i still wonder alot how he actually looks like. but one thing is for sure, no matter how he looks, he will be dearly loved.

oh, thinking back... never did it crossed my mind that i will be a mom at this age. hmm, kinda early for my standards. hehe. but i don't really care about that anymore. my concern now is how to give this sweet little angel a happy and beautiful future knowing his biological parents can't give him a comfortable life (this makes me nervous the most).

oh well... whatever happens, i know that we will be the coolest mom and son pair in the whole wide world!