Thursday, February 24, 2005

me? kinky?

I'm a Kinky Lesbian!






You know for sure you're a lesbian, in fact, we're surprised if you've even dated a guy!


You just like being modest, which is totally fine.

But when you find the girl of your dreams, try to let loose before YOU are cut loose.



What Type of Lesbian Are You?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

100 Years




100 Years by Five for Fighting





"Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live"

2004 was about thinking and reflecting - but isn't every year?





i've learned alot about life and love (especially about LOVE) last year. and i learned my lessons the HARD (harder? hardest? *lol*) way. naging isa akong MALAKING PASAWAY. naging napakatigas ng ulo ko. ano ang napala ko? eh di cardiovascular disorder! *lol* i was close to asking a psychiatrist for help. i underwent depression and thought of taking drugs (the LEGAL ones) to "normalize" my condition. and i thought i've lost my sanity for a while.


alam ko, kasalanan ko. well, malaking parte ay kasalanan ko (narealize ko rin, mas mahirap palang IKAW ang may kasalanan ng paghihiwalay ninyo ng landas ng taong mahal mo. napakahirap. andun yung GUILT. yung REGRET. naisip ko tuloy, bakit kaya nagagawa ng iba o napakadali para sa iba na gumawa ng kasalanan? o na gumawa ng isang bagay na umpisa pa lang ay alam na nilang makakasakit ng damdamin? ibig ba sabihin nun, manhid sila? pusong bato? balat-kalabaw? walang puso? walang kaluluwa? sheesh...) at itinaga ko na sa bato na hinding-hindi ko na uulitin ang pagkakamaling 'yun. i can't afford to lose another love this time. NOT THIS TIME...

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Panaghoy

Free

Nais kong lumayo sa mundong ito
na puno ng hinagpis, hirap, at sakit

Gusto kong lumaya
mula sa madilim na bilangguang aking kinalalagyan

Humalagpos sa gapos
ng tanikalang bumibilanggo sa aking katawan
gapos na sumasakal, pumapatay sa aking puso at isipan

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Nais kong kalimutan
lahat ng ala-alang
masakit, mapait, at sumusugat sa katauhan

Humiwalay mula
sa mga pagkakasalang
dumudungis, kumikitil sa aking kaluluwa

Nais kong umahon
sa kinasasadlakang bangin
ng mga dusang tila walang hanggan

At ihimlay nang tuluyan
yaring pagal kong katawan...

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Minsan May Isang Batang Babae

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us Minsan, may isang batang babae...

Ipinangalan siya sa isang bulaklak. Pinalaking animo'y isang prinsesa. Pinangarap niya ring maging "Little Miss Philippines". Ngunit siya ay natalo. Ayos lang.. Konsolasyon niya ay isang bagong barbie doll.

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Kung bihisan siya'y daig pa ang isang manika. Ang buhok niya ay nakatali sa dalawang pony tail. Bawat tali ay may ribbon na kulay pink. Lagi siyang pinakakanta sa harap ng mga bisita. Pinasasayaw sa saliw ng musika ni Madonna.

Minsan, may isang batang babae...

Nagka-boypren siya ng apat. Hindi pa kasama doon ang tatlong ka-fling. Kinilig, tumili sa mga pelikula ni Rico Yan noon at ni Piolo Pascual ngayon. Pinangarap na maging Bb. Pilipinas Universe. Kung hindi, pwede na rin ang makapag-asawa ng kahit PBA player.

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us Ngayon ay may isang babae...

Babaeng pinapangarap ng kahit na sinong lalaki. Mapungay ang mga mata, mapula ang mga labi, mahaba ang buhok, mabini ang kilos...

Naglalakad sa isang landasing tila walang hanggan. Patungo sa isang kinabukasang puno ng magaganda at matatamis na mga pangarap.

Tanging baon sa paglalakbay ay pag-ibig...

Mahigpit.. damang-dama ang init..

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Monday, February 14, 2005

naghihintay...

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yeah... sadly, the first woman whom i fell inlove with was the first woman who really broke my heart. akala ko nga, madadala na ako. akala ko, hindi nako ulit mai-inlove sa babae. naisip ko, "paka-straight na lang kaya ulit ako?" pero naisip ko din, kawawa naman silang mga butches sa mundo. less one pretty femme kapag nagpaka-straight ako nyahahahaha! :p

seriously, minsan nakakapagod nang ma-inlove. nakakapagod nang mag-invest ng emotions sa isang tao tapos sa bandang huli eh sa wala rin mapupunta. nakakapagod nang masaktan. nakakapagod na ang cycle ng saya-lungkot-saya-lungkot o ng ngiti-iyak-ngiti-iyak.

pero, paano nga ba natin pipigilang makaramdam ang puso natin? paano natin patitigilin ang pagtibok nito? paano nga ba natin pipigilan ang mga sarili nating masaktan kung ang sanhi ng sangkaterbang sakit sa atin ay siya ring nagdudulot satin ng abot-langit na saya?

kaya nga eto ako... kahit halos ilang buwang gabi-gabing umiyak, kahit halos mawalan ako ng bait sa sarili dahil sa sugat na nilikha ng kabiguan ko sa pag-ibig... eto pa rin at patuloy na nakahandang magmahal... patuloy na umaasang isang araw ay may kakatok sa aking pinto upang habambuhay na maghatid ng saya sa aking mundo. alam kong may nakalaan para sa akin. at siya ang nakatakdang tumapos ng cycle ng saya-lungkot-saya-lungkot sa buhay ko...

SA IYO, wag kang mag-alala. andito lang ako. naghihintay sa pagdating mo. pero may isa lang akong request... pwedeng pakibilisan? ;)


Image Hosted by ImageShack.us Waiting for the Dawn

Reach out your hand and feel this hand i reach to you
Listen with your heart to the song i have to say
Miles apart and miles away
I listen to your voice
And i look to the distance waiting for you

I like awake looking up waiting for the dawn
Hoping that tomorrow would bring you home to me
I watch the skies deep in thought
Day drawing near
As my soul flies to the sun casting out all the fear

And i'm waiting for the sun to shine
Waiting for your hand in mine
Waiting for the darkness to fade
Waiting for the dawn

When the dawn has come
And the night has gone
I will come to you
Knowing that the day has brought you home to me
I seek no more, long no more
For the dawn has come
As you hold my hand there's no more
Waiting for the dawn

Monday, February 07, 2005

Cagayan de Oro... here I come!!!

punta muna akong Cagayan de Oro. kita-kita tayo pagbalik ko! mami-miss ko kayo!


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canopy walk

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white water rafting

^^ gagawin ko lahat yan and more! excited nako. pray for me. hehe.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

An Unborn Love

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It was that fateful day in August when I caught up with destiny capturing that very special moment in time. I met you. Your charm pierced the heart that would be yours forever. The days to come, as I know it, would never be the same again.

I wake up at mornings with a smile and face another day of great expectations. Each new sunrise gave me the hope that perhaps today, you would knock at my door. You stand no different from any other women. And yes, there are a lot of them far better than you. But my heart desires only one woman in jeans… you. As you speak, I can hear your voice echoing across my room, overpowering and drowning all existence within me.

I never expected this to happen, that I would ever feel this way. Was it your voice? Was it your smile? Was it your face? Or your wits that I’ve found so attractive? Why you who is oceans apart from me? Why you whose photographs, letters, text messages, and phone calls are all that I could hold on to? A thousand questions ring in my mind but no book can give me an answer.

It all ends at dusk. Everything around me weeps at sunset when all expectations are broken. Tasting the sweet teardrops flowing down my lips, my eyes call up to the stars in heaven and gently they say, “Tomorrow will be another sunrise.” And so, taking comfort in these words, I dream of you at twilight...

But I have pained your heart that i dreamt of owning forever. I was also wounded but you were hurt more...

Time passes by but my love for you remained. For a long time, I have kept it inside me. I wanted to seek you again but I never did for fear of rejection and to keep what pride I have left from being hurt. And although it hurts me so, I knew that my emotions would be left unanswered. And so I am left with no other choice but to be content with what I have – a love that can never be lost, for it was never really gained.

I looked at the coming year with the brightness of the rising sun, hoping that each new sunrise brings you peace and happiness. Yet, I took it with the deepest gloom for I finally bid farewell to someone I have considered very special. That day when my heart was left shattered where it has never been really touched. That day when I ended an unborn love. For now, I will sit, wait, and hope believing that someday another love will find its way to me. Another love that I will not let be left unborn.



*Note: This article is about my past long distance relationship. We broke up summer of 2004. We haven't seen each other in person yet, but I can proudly say that I truly loved this woman with all of me.

sarbi

eto, patulan natin!


1. Name: SHARON ROSE ALOMBRO MASULA bow... i really hate my name ugh

2.Age: 22... sheft! tumatanda na talaga ako :(

3. Your family calls you: Shao... kapag galit nanay ko sakin, isang malutong na "Shaaarrrroooon"

4. Your friends call you: ShaoGanda o ShaoDaBomb *lol* sa org ko noon sa UP they used to call me "Master", dahil ako ay isang... Master! wehehe

5. Favorite no:
7? dahil taga-GMA 7 ako. wahahaha! yeah right....

6. Are you more of a pessimist or optimist?
optimist. i love to hope.

7. The person you love most?
hmmm... sarili ko??? wahahaha wawang bata

8. Are you in a relationship?
what kind of relationship are you talking about???

9. What time is it?
it's 5 minutes to 9pm. i should be going home na dahil maaga ang lecheng editing ko bukas. huhuhu!

10. What are you feeling today?
i dunno... can't feel anything.

11. Last thing you did before you used the pc?
made a list of what i have to buy for myself and for our house

12. Last thing that made you cry?
recent heartache

13. Last person who made you smile?
today? hmmm si Arrah ata dahil sa text nya :)

14. The person(s) you trust?
kada ko

15. The person(s) who give/s some advice?
huh?

16. Last book you read?
bob ong book pa ata

17. What color of shirt r u wearing right now? uhmmm parang red ata 'to. ewan. color blind ako *lol*

18. Favorite places: kahit saan basta with a great company ;)

19. Marc Nelson or John Hall? kebs! sa inyo na!

20. Does someone bother you? wala pa naman. sinong gustong smubok???

21. You prefer to have a long or short hair? right now i'm growing my hair
long. try lang ulit. sabi nila mas bagay daw. altho i prefer a shorter hair talaga.

22. Last person you texted? lemme see... *looks at mah cellphone* officemate ng friend ko. hehe.

23. Linkin Park or Slapshock? LP... cguro.

24. How would u describe what you're feeling ryt now? sabi na ngang i'm
feeling numb!

25. Something you can't afford to lose? hmmm... my sanity?

26. Last person who made a testimonial? tingnan ko muna, oki? *looks at my
friendster account* Lesbos United

27. What time did you go to bed last night? i went to bed at around 3am na ata. pero nakatulog ako mga mag-4am na. hihi!

28. Weirdest Person? kanya-kayang kawirduhan lang yan ;)

29. Choose Angel, Baby or Honey? yuuuccckkk *lol*

30. Last person who texted you? yung last person din na tinext ko.

31. Black, Blue or White? BLUE!!!! fave color ko :)

32. What turns you off from the opposite sex? nothing about 'em turns me
on :p

33. What turns you on? nice pair of eyes, good sense of humor, nice teeth, mabango *wink*

34. Kikay or Jologs? sayaw kikay... sayaw kikay... lalalalalalala... wadafak!

35. Last person who crossed your mind? yung ka-text ko nang hanggang
4am kanina. hehe. hay life.

36. Mango or Girbaud?
wala akong pambili jan. isa pa, ang hirap humanap ng size ko jan. maigas!

37. Are you a smoker?
nope. at wala akong balak!

38. One big regret in life?
making friends with this person i call BIATCH.

39. What's under your pillow?
bedsheet at kama?

40. What's under your bed?
boxes of old stuffs and alikabok... maraming
alikabok! hehehe kailangan nang maglinis sa weekend. hay.

41. Where is the place you want to be right now?
in HER house, para mapagluto ko sya ng almusal at nang paggising nya ay ako ang mamulatan nya

42. If you could freely kill just one celebrity, who will it be?
pwedeng hindi celebrity??? *evil grin* galit na galit talaga ako sa kanya!!! waaaaa sorry Lord...

43. Single or married?
single and charming! wahihihi

44. What's thye first thing you do when you wake up?
check on my phone... dapat may text ako galing sa kanya. kung hindi.... wala, wala akong magagawa ugh hehe

45. What's the last thing you do before you go to bed? washi-washi :)

46. Worst feeling in the world:
i-betray ka

47. What is your best asset? everything about me! nyahahaha! may aangal??? seriously, cguro yung wit ko. a person told me that she loves the way i make her laugh. madami na ding ibang nagsabi nyan hehehehe. tsaka maybe yung pagiging carefree ko in a good way. i don't worry too much. i also write well sabi nila. physical? many drools over model-like women but they say my being petite is an asset hehe. tsaka yung dimples ko at eyes (?) i really dunno... you be the judge!

48. What are you thinking right now? sheesh... kung anu-ano ang isasagot ko sa lecheng survey na ito! bwahahaha

49. Have you loved someone so much it hurts? yeah... unfortunately

50. Are you inlove right now? ALWAYS!

'nuf.... ayoko na *lol*

Hush

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hush.. my baby hush..
think of me only
erase all your worries
feel the warmth of my presence
feel my breath
feel my fingertips giving you sweet caress
feel my heartbeat and hear me call you
feel my heartbeat and hear me whisper to you
hear my voice
and hear my love
hear my voice..
and feel my love
hush.. my baby, hush...